girlfriend/friend
03/17/2004 01:34 p.m.
it has struck me how wonderful it is to be someone's friend rather than their girlfriend. and I hadn't realized this a few years ago when "let's just stay friends" had all these terrible meanings and feelings. it just felt like rejection then. but these days I'm realizing that breaking up is something usually only done by or to a girlfriend/boyfriend. mostly people don't break up with their friends... though I know it could happen, of course. but I'm seeing the beauty in "just" friends. such a funny, understated word, "just." there's a power to being a friend that a girlfriend will never, never have. I know it. I have it. maybe that's why I was so jealous of Chariece and I have bouts of jealousy over Heather. girls who are just friends. they're not to be overlooked.
I am currently Bemused
I am listening to typing typing everywhere and only coffee to drink