why won't it rain?
03/07/2004 06:36 a.m.
I feel like I'm dying. Not in a physical sense, but an emotional one. I was driving home this evening and for most of the trip the moon was sitting in the sky being lovely and antisocial, but it stirred nothing within me. I remember that a month ago I stopped along the highway just to stare at the moon before it escaped behind the clouds again. I was finding it hard to breathe from the sheer beauty of the sight then. And now I just see the moon. Nothing excites me anymore. That saddens me. I remember being excited because Beth had macoroni and cheese for Hade's sake...now I can't bring myself to care that my blood is still circulating through my veins. Why?
I am currently Bothered