just playing my part...
12/31/2003 08:45 p.m.
"all the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts"
this came back to me today in reading a poem of another pathetic member, and i realized how true it is. i love this quote, 'tis one of my favorites. and usually when people ask how it is i can make it through, i tell them that the wolrd is a stage, i mearly play the role i was assigned. but can we change our roles? are they who we must be forever, or can we deviate from our characters? i like to think we can, but i wonder a lot if the genetics we have play any part in assigning how we grow up, how we act, how we change. and how is it i ended up with the role of perfectionistic daughter? ah, the questions burning inside of me go unanswered...no one can tell me exactly what i want to hear, what i need to hear. so go on acting in your daily lives, but when you look at me, don't think for a second that you know who i am, know who i will become. because i am acting, and as all great movies stars know, someday this film will end. and who will i be without my masks and lies? no one really knows...
I am currently Troubled
I am listening to guitars and lies