Bittersweet
12/05/2003 04:31 a.m.
A cherry prematurally stolen from the branches of youth and vitality, just to be wasted and the pit swallon whole...
Maybe I'm still hoping that he will choke on it and cling to the ground the way he made me, and the only one to save him is me...awwww, having the power once more is the only thing that will satisfy my hunger for you.

Kristian you sure are strange:"SexyLaLaBabe, i love uuuuuuu". Need I say that even after all of this time I would still jump if you'd ever get the courage to ask.

Prom...blegggh(that's so not a me comment, but it's come to be.) I can't find comfort to confide in another, so I'm bubbling up all of these ideas and emotions behind tearing thin fabrics of skin.

My Christmas List:
*A big carton of egg nog, with all the preservatives
*A new window with less memories of sneaking out/in
*A new bed, and while I'm at it new sheets, heck a new room
*More fuzy "bear" socks
*More 2am coffee trips
*An erase a mistake card
*A freckle reducer machine
*The "perfect pink" bouquet of roses
*Peace for my mother
*1,000 more moments with us for daddy
*A new body for grandma
*Another chance for Jimmy
*And a time warp to take me back 3 years

Thirsting for knowledge, wishing for ignorance to save me.

"Don't leave me now...."
I am currently Exhausted
I am listening to Michelle Branch "Sweet Misery" & "Something to Sleep to"