Mmmmm.. Part 2...
12/03/2003 12:01 p.m.
Yeah.. I've been depressed...

but I think that's since my lack of faith in other people..

People just go and prove me right everytime I put some faith into tho.. they prove me right everytime they step over me to keep walking...they show me the true nature of things when they stab me in the back... they show me not to put my faith in weak hearts and feeble backs..

Honestly.. I don't feel like writing poetry... I feel like writing down my dreams... but I don't see much point in that either. I'm just a mess.. I know it.. I can feel this uncertainty dwelling inside me.. I can feel this lack of compassion for myself growing...

I don't expect anyone to feel sorry for me.. I wouldn't ask for it... I'd give it... ok.. maybe not.. hence even more so, why I don't expect shit from anyone.. much less some understanding. Why I'm even writing this I don't know.. since this is far from a cry for help or to get attention... maybe I'm just bored and thought I'd confess some stuff... LoL.. fuck it..

But I've been keeping another weblog... Which I've really been writing in.. this one is just my passive weblog.. a place for all you cheery souls to come and get a peek into the freaks life...

How you enjoy the show!
I am currently Bleh
I am listening to technobabble