Ahh the web we weave...
11/20/2003 10:05 a.m.
I dont know anymore... I thought I did.. but I tried to forget the lies I was taught...

I make friends easily, since easy come.. easy go.. I've kept a short leash on my love life.. since it's only caused me torment in the future... I thought I could love at the drop of a hat.. but reality came in and kicked the shit outta my heart for being too honest. Not to mention, slapped me across my sandpaper face to wake me up to reality.. a fucked up reality that involves people who don't think like I do, who don't solve problems.. just complain... Slap me again.. I need a refresher course of my youth.. make me gasp to think that you'd acually strike out.. even tho you said you told me about your horrible temper.

You ever tell someone the truth.. and it makes them cry? Doesnt that just fuck you all up? I mean you try and be honest with someone.. but honesty is not what they need.. they need tough love.. suck it up soldier! Walk it off! but you can't be like that.. then you're being a 'Jerk'..
I'm not a fan of drama.. I'm pretty f'n cut & clean kinda guy.. I found it makes for no regrets... also reel's in the best of friends.. Everyone wants the freedom to do or say what they want.. but there's a price with this freedom.. it's offending the other 99% of the population. Fuck um.. Be your own social butterfly.. don't live for the past.. LIVE FOR THE NOW! and do it NOW while you're at it.

Cuz you're living in the past BABY!

Ahh.. I feel better now...


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I am listening to The sound of wind on candleflame..romantic, isnt it?