I don't want to be alone anymore
11/13/2003 04:00 a.m.
A 34 year old woman??? I guess to someone like me, female, thinks that situation is disgusting; but to guys, I guess it's a teenage fantasy come true. God, you've changed so much since I knew you, since the days when your rush was me.

A full rainbow this time, with a second hazily started above.......a new beginning? I do hope so too.

My eyes are red and itchy and this whole sick thing sucks!
:cough::cough: (literally)

In my REM again, too many dreams, too hard to remember once awoken, too lovely while sleeping. I can't remember them but I recall smiling, so that's enough for me. Maybe my brown eyed man is returning and he's holding me in strong reassuring arms....yes, but only if it weren't a dream, only if it WERE true, eghhhh

Give me something new to dream about....
I am currently Restless
I am listening to Dare You To Move (Switchfoot) & Strawberry Wine (Dixie Chicks)