I think Im just over it...
11/12/2003 08:56 a.m.
I try to be happy.. I try to carry on.. but deep down.. I'm just over it.. I'm over trying to impress people.. I'm over people feeling they can just toss in their two cents whenever I post something up here like they know me..
I guess I'm bitter right now.. It's been a shitty day.. shitty night.. and its only going to get better... cuz I'm going to sleep.
I feel that sometimes no matter how depressed I get, if I just go crawl into bed.. it'll solve all of my problems.. at least for today.
I wish I was famout.. So I wouldnt have to worry about the everyday bullshit us common man put up with... NO worries about who said what, or when this or that bill is due.. or what the hell I'm gonna do with my life... I thought that being poor was the greatest thing on earth.. until I've been like that for the last 5 years. Now I'm just over it. I'm over the stress of a new job.. I'm over the stress of dealing with the bullshit that comes with it.
Arg! I hate myself like this.

fuck it... tomorrow's another day for my angst to play in.

let's hope tomorrow is better.

I am currently Angry