Halloween....and history...
10/31/2003 10:37 p.m.
I hate halloween.. Not because of what it represents.. It just reminds me of the day after.. the day my uncle died... I knew him since I was a little kid.. and it was the day after that he died.. it's been like 5 years... but the sting still doesn't go away. I miss him...

So anyways. I'm sure you don't want to hear all about that.

I've been throwing around some ideas about projects.. but I don't have much time as it is right now.. Looking at it all, work mainly.. I should get alot more time when I can relax a little about work.. There's alot to read and remember.. so after I get done and start making money.. I'll be able to set aside more time for my writing.. I've come up with a ton of new ideas.. but I'm really uninpired to write right now... I have been spending more time reading other people's poems than writing my own.. maybe after I get to smoke I'll be able to brainstorm some new stuff...

back to my day... It's been a bad one...
I woke up at noon, since I took today off.. I was dreaming I was in a room with two naked women.. and I was looking at a porn magazine... I knew they were naked, but I wanted to look at the porn mag.. I woke up, thinking what the hell? Even in my dreams, I can't get lucky with something other than a magazine.. Sheesh.

I found out I typo'd when I was ordering my new shoes.. So I had to deal with the company.. and someone was spose to call me back... but she never called.. So looks like I wont get my new shoes from FedEx as soon as I wanted... Im really pissed about that at myself.. I need those shoes for work.. but hopefully they will let me skate by...
Speaking of work.. I've been going through training all week.. and they mentioned they needed two people.. So I sent in one of my friends.. and they acted like a cock to her.. WTF? This job makes me feel uneasy.. I don't know why... I guess I always feel that way when I'm in a new situation and don't really know anyone there..
I dunno.. people seem so two faced to me. It makes me wonder how these people survive...

and now I have a headache.. Happy Halloween.. lets hope my night is better than my day.

I am currently Lazy
I am listening to Sheep go to heaven by Cake