museymusemuse
10/27/2003 11:14 p.m.
The muse came to see me today in geology. She hasn't visited me in a while. She's been with Jewel (ha ha). But I wrote like a million poems today. Oh ok, only four, but I haven't written that much in forever. It shocked me. I didn't post one of them because I didn't want anyone to YELL at me for posting too many poems! and also because I didn't want to flare anything up or cause any new problems. Heaven knows I've caused enough problems in... that area. Don't want to start any others. So I'll lay low and maybe post the poem later on. I think I really came out the lucky one in the situation just because I'm so far away. You really don't understand how major the consequences of your actions are until it's way too late. I guess that's just how things go. I'm dumb, and that's all there is to it.

How do you apologize for scarring someone's existence?

In any case, I have poems now, and maybe the muse will settle in for a while? I hope so.

I think it might be time for dinner. Happy Monday.
I am currently Poetic
I am listening to the tv in the lobby