The last of the rainbows
10/17/2003 03:12 a.m.
I always thought that if I just kept on walking, and turn away from all of the already paved roads, that I would find the end.....but I guess I grew out of that belief the same time when I stopped believeing that I could almost reach the moon if only I was 5'8". It's funny the things that we think are possible when we're young. All of the ambitions you had, I was going to be Treasurer of the US so I could sign my name on money, lol.
The last of the rainbows, the "twin rainbows". I've given it up, or you up, or the addiction, or whichever nicer way of putting it phrase I've chosen this week. That was it, or well actually it wasn't because it didn't happen, but who cares the point is still the same. (HUH?)
"Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care
Then I don't care
We're not going anywhere"
So our nights are over, again over. So I get to go now, find someone new to either concentrate all of my energy on or find someone to "actually" try. Hmmmm.... and the possiblities ARE endless.
I am currently Refreshed
I am listening to Avril Lavigne/Edwin McCain