Yourself
10/10/2003 12:47 a.m.
I must be really bored to write in you again. I don't mind writing in my journal cause I know nobody is going to read it. Maybe this is therapy for myself. Since I feel like crap today. Its hard to believe that you fool yourself that you will never fall in love with a blue eyed gal or a green eyed one. But deep down you hope. How ironic. But slowly you realize that the more you don't want it the easier it becomes not to feel the desire anymore. Scary huh. You live life for yourself and die by yourself. Hmm. I better stop...