moments elapsed inside of my girlfriends house.
09/27/2003 04:02 a.m.
the truth is, i wanted to cut myself up, just throw my body around her bathroom. the tile was too damn white. the water was too damn clear- and the drains were too fucking uncircled for my tastes.
i went in there, under a pretense of god only knows, and came out of there, awash in a fantasy of gore and beautiful chaos- i would be complete if i could just make my mark on this moment.
i threw it away, washed my hands and turned out the light.
I am currently Disillusioned
I am listening to thursday- steps ascending