Sleep depravation...
09/16/2003 10:26 p.m.
You know what I've found out? Well other than not to use a vaccum for sexual purposes...

Don't sleep.. It helps your work out so much.. I sit here and I have a thousand ideas running circles in my head.. I feel like a prophet with all the mush in my head stewing right now.. and I'll explain how it all came to be...

See, about 4am, I go lie down to sleep.. I have a horrible case of Deja Vu.. like I'd dremt the whole thing.. I then flashed to me writing and all these ideas started springing forth into my mind.. all these things I could write about.. but I didn't.. I had to go to bed... or so I thought.. So I lie in bed for about 4 hours... 8 am rolls around.. and I get frustrated.. which is typical of me in the morning (I'm anything but a morning person).. So I start thinking about what I want to write.. and to be honest, latly, I really havent had the urge to write.. My sleep pattern is alllll kinds of fucked up.. go to bed at 10am, wake up at 9pm, got back to bed at 4 wake up at noon, stay up 24 hours, go to bed at 6pm the next day, wake up at midnight, go back to bed at 9am.. and the cycle continues.. and this has been going on for about two weeks now.. I feel like I'm slowly going insane.. all the while, Juggle my friends, family and my new addiction to my xbox and addarol...::sigh:: WTF is going on with me? Well it's helping my writing... I guess.. I seem to know what I want to express.. or at least it makes sense to me now.. proabbly not after I sleep a good night.. I'll go back and look on it and say WTF is this?!?! and either I'll love it or hate it...(Which is pretty typical for me)
So I say Poets of the world, Skip a night of sleep and sip coffee or red bulls (my choice) and write to your hearts content.. but don't get too serious until you really start getting edgy and tired.. and get that nausious feeling from ingesting too much sugar and not enough Z's... The finally go to sleep and then look back over it.. You might find that it helps... I know it helps me...

WTF? (I love that)

I am currently Bleh
I am listening to And the days go by.. Water flowing underground...