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09/11/2003 07:49 p.m.
someone behind me is whispering. that bothers me. i can hear them talking but i can't hear what they're saying. are they talking about me? i guess it just shows the egotism. i find that a lot of people who claim to have low self-esteem are the most egotistical people around. i'm one of them. and it's not like there isn't low self-esteem... it's just in conjunction with extreme egotism. gr. don't ask me how to fix it. i don't know.

i haven't cried much this week and that's good. i think it's because i've been so busy with schoolwork that i don't think to ask where eric's been and with whom. i haven't called koye enough. i've been stalling and rushing and putting off schoolwork and this week is the week to fix it. so that's what i'm doing. yes. next week contains lots of exams. nothing to look forward to. it's one of those can't-see-the-forest-for-the-trees things. college - woo! daily work that amounts to college - yuck.

and i'm hungry. i think i'll go to lakeside and have a pizza. maybe a piece of pound cake too. who knows.

things are going and i'm trying to go with them... but it seems like no matter how fast i'm running, it isn't fast enough. story of my life.
I am currently Overwhelmed
I am listening to people whispering... remember?