A little more from me...
09/09/2003 11:07 a.m.
You know, I'm not one to really write alot in here.. maybe thats for personal reasons... I really dont see the point in writing in here since no one reads all these ramblings.. but you know what? I've kinda given up caring about people reading my work anymore.. It doesnt seem like it's that worthy of being wasted on paper, so it ends up here... and I dont mean that in a bad way, per say, I just mean it in a sense that...I'm doing this for me. I'm not greedy... I just don't see how my writing is going to help you with your problems.. it sure helps me.. gets them off of my mind.. so I can rediscover them later..and maybe laugh..cry..get angry at myself..whatever..
maybe if I keep this pure..to myself...then someone, someday will see a glimpse of me in here.. in this room, in this life... with all my horrors and hero's...
Maybe one day, people will want to read my work.. Im not holding my breath or anything.. but maybe...
I came up with a title for my poetry book.. a couple acually.. I'll share them..

A best seller when Im dead...that was my first choice.. but I figured I'd have to die to make any money off it...

A dream journal for the waking world... that was another one I came up with a while ago... but I'd have to be dreaming to sell that one...

Howabout The Bible of Babble? I like that one.. since it seems about the only writing I do well is this incoherent babble that runs from my fingertips...

Maybe one day I'll figure out what the hell I plan to do with all this... Maybe not... but it's all here for me to discover a long time from now...maybe you'll see me there..
or maybe not.

I am currently Anxious
I am listening to the ringing in my ears