Waiting...ever so unpatiently
09/02/2003 02:12 a.m.
April mourning skies
Like fireflies in July.
Bursting through the cluttered clouds
Little rays shinning at my feet.
Golden strands saturated with your stare.
Penetrating past.
I can't get over the way you looked into my eyes.
I feel nothing, a whole lot of nothing.
Numbess devouring the very last bits of my fragmented smile.


Last night I dreamt of you....
A moment when our eyes met with passion
You, whispering sweet nothings thinking I was asleep
But I heard, I heard everything.


Just waiting for the, ever so lovely quoted, "breathless wonder". I want to step into a room and get caught in a trance with someone's eyes. Unable to breathe while my heart skips to begin it's new beat, a beat that will follow with his. I want to fall into strong arms gazing into our future of walks by the riverside and waking up together. I want to feel for someone, and be felt for.
I am currently Giddy
I am listening to Edwin McCain "I'll Be"