your words cause a blaze, buring her from the inside out...
08/31/2003 05:28 a.m.
ah, my poet, my lover, my friend. how can i not be moved by the raw emotion with which you write? you are the most amazing person i have ever met. and what am i to do with it? what am i to do with you? i have never been good at relationships. never good at taking compliments, accepting gifts or becoming less independent. since i met you my world has been both more confusing and better lit. you provide me with a fire which burns my insides, despreately wishing to escape and spread. it wishes to mark us all, never allowing us to remain the same. our chemicals are changing, burning and charring into something new. is it where something new will take over and grow? or will it too be dead, never allowing us to live again? ah, my lack of inspiration has been failing me and i fear i will not feel the dark inspiration again...alas, i know it will return when i least expect it. i just cannot be discouraged...
I am currently Affectionate
I am listening to the voices in my head