Now what?
08/14/2003 05:33 p.m.
I just got back from California and Seattle. I had a good time. I went for my cousin's wedding, which was nice. The ceremony wasn't as touching as other weddings, it was very very catholic, but I think that it's what my cousin wanted, so it's cool. The reception was pretty fun. I sat at a table with my cousins, who I only see about once a year. I really like my cousin Matt, he's almost 16 and really funny. Most of them are shy around me because honestly, we don't know each other all that well, but we're family, so we keep getting thrown together. But my grandpa bought me a drink and I danced with my grandma and cousins and stuff, so it was cool.

I had a lot of fun in Seattle, actually Puyallup (if that's how you spell it.) I was only there for 2 days, but I went to go see Jeff and it was really fun. I forgot in the 2 months I hadn't seen him how much fun he is to be around. I was worried about his brother not liking me, but we got along too. He's the singer in this band called Muffin Man, and I really like their music. Anyway, now I have a dilemma.

What do you do when a person that you really really like lives in Washington and goes to school in Fairbanks? Do you try to form some sort of relationship anyway? Or do you just ignore the connection and sexual tension and move on? I have no idea.
I am currently Clueless
I am listening to The humming freezer