Ahhh.. back at home...
06/27/2003 05:00 a.m.
You know?, I've spent a long time thinking about making this my little weblog of creativity.. but you know, I just spend my time ranting in here.. as if I was just sitting there talking to you...
Should it really be like this? It's not like the world is dying to know my next move.. where I am, where I'm going...

I'm at a crossroads in my life...
Work as a bartender and just amass beer money and phone numbers... or really do something with my life in computers or proabbly the navy..(Last resort)..
::shrug:: I'm pretty shellshocked about getting klcked out of my house, but I really like the freedom that this has given me.. I don't think I've slept better in a long time.
At least 3 months worth...Ahhh..
My work has really suffered since I can't get online whenever I want, but I'm sure everything in the world is rolling along as usual.

I've been having some awesome dreams tho.. allot of tornado dreams as usual.. I love those kinds...
I'm proabbly going to post up a story I had worked up about a dream of a tornado chasing me... (as most of them do)
But damn, I love the depth to my dreams.. better than movies, better than life itself sometimes..

I guess it's sad to say I love to escape into my own dreams sometimes, but hell, my dreams seem to be better than the damn movies I see... not to mention the first person perspective I get..

Tornado's... I love them.. they are the heavens finger to the earth...what else could be more beatiful and scary at the same time? I'd love to live in tornado ally.. (With a house built into the ground)...

You know what?!? That's it.. I'm making a dream diary on here... since you proabbly are doubting me at this point..

check it out, you doubtful bastards!! I dare yah! lol

and I'm just getting started..
On the 5th, I get back online.. full time baby... you'll be begging for more when I walk back in the door.. =)

Actions speak louder than words..

I am currently Alienated
I am listening to Norah jones...::sigh::