simeon, koye and jonna
05/29/2003 02:09 p.m.
Simeon... I haven't seen him since... hm, January? And I probably won't see him this summer. I haven't talked to him in quite a while (ah, I did at Koye's... that's right) and now he's in Europe.

I am just a huge waste of flesh. I've begun to neglect people this summer. Even more than I usually do.

I wish I would have made more of an effort to see or at least spend time talking with him before he went away for two months. I'm a terrible, terrible friend.

Koye's feeling neglected, I'm sure. I don't know if that's all me, but I think it's at least partly me. I can't seem to date someone without hurting Koye in some way. I SO wish I could change that... but I have absolutely no idea how. Hmm...

And Jonna feels shadowed by Jared's "pathetic" success. Ah honey, if you read this, please don't feel that way. This site goes in waves. Sometimes your on top of it, surfing, happy as can be. Sometimes you just couldn't catch it and it's a little disappointing. And then there are times when you're under the wave, being washed to shore, getting sand in your bikini bottoms. Jared's that first one right now. You can't just give up cause he's getting some fuel for his artistic (and coughegotisticalcough) fires. (Oh come on Jared, that was a joke.) You are a great writer. You are. If I know anyone who's a born artist, it's you. Think of your photography. I mean, I've never been really amazed by amateur photograpy. That is, until I saw yours. That close up of the flower - you know which one I'm talking about? GOSH. Point is, you were born to be creative and expressive and you do a great job. Wait it out and you'll get the recognition you deserve on this site. Love be thine, hon.

>_< POH

That was longer than I thought it'd be. :) Hm. Well, methinks People's Court is coming on and I love me some Judge Milian.

So to sum up... I'm gonna miss Sim, I have been a terrible friend to both him and Koye, and Jonna shouldn't worry cause she's great.

Yes. I know that's really disjointed and whatever but this is a journal entry not an essay.

Ok, I really am finished now.
I am currently Needy
I am listening to well not anything really