adam...
05/03/2003 05:37 a.m.
...was my first bf. met over the internet. lived across the country from each other. been talking to him for five years, met irl for about a week and a half in summer of 2000. broke up not long after, still my best friend.

offered him a place to stay. needs to escape the place where he's living and get out on his own two feet, isn't going to happen where he's at. i have faith that if he moves out here it'll happen fairly quickly. if he don't get a job neither of us will eat.

he has talent and brains, writes the funniest stories i've ever read, and just needs a place to start. me, i need somebody to remind there's a life off the puter and that food is a good thing. this could be a positive experience.

but of course, there are complications. i have a boyfriend, jon. dunno that he'd be overly enthused about adam sharing my place. can't say that i'd blame him either. any way the cookie crumbled it would look bad. nevermind that adam and i both know from previous experience that it wouldn't work.

so why offer him my place? *shrugs* i'm too nice for my own good. i adopt people into my clan and then do what i can to help them. adam isn't the first, nor is he the last person i've offered a hand to. i'm a firm believer in what goes around comes around. *grin* and besides, when he's a famous author i can say i helped him get where he is.

he may not end up out here, he may find a place nearer to where he lives now. who knows? we'll see how it goes. if he does come out here to stay, i think i'll put him though an adoption ritual of sorts. i have four brother irl, but i wouldn't mind having another one. that would clear my conscience somewhat.
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