so...
04/21/2003 11:17 p.m.
it's an odd thing to find someone here on pathetic when you gave a "decline" to his or her application. :) it's the power, you know. gets to my head. and it's not like i think i'm so great and i know all about poetry and do it oh so well and should be the almighty judge of who should be here and who shouldn't. it's just that when a poem really, really sucks, i'm not going to say "please come join our site and bring the overall iq down a few points." if your best poem is about a pony then, i'm sorry, you shouldn't be posting your poems here. gosh, i've come off as such a brat. well, i guess it's about time you people found that out about me. i'm braty. yes. i know, it must be hard to believe, but i am. and spoiled, as i pointed out to eric last night. maybe I shouldn't be posting on this site. :) anyway, um, so i've been listening to a lot of no doubt. i'm loving gwen stefani. she reads my mind and then writes songs. it's great. "it's going to kill me to see you with the next girl cause i'm the most gorgeously jealous kind of ex-girl... but i should have thought of that before we kissed..." mmm, that is me to a t. i never liked the song "exgirlfriend" but it's working for me now. um. i emailed john the other day. i don't know why. it's one of those things. on one of the computers at home i found where i'd saved all his emails to me. and you know, he was sweet. i'd forgotten. he said amazing things. but in his own way... his own silly way. but they were great. and i'm dumb so i emailed him. i just said "hi" and "miss you" ... but it was still probably a mistake. i make those sometimes. ok, i'm going to stop. i wonder if i'll talk to koye today? i was planning on calling him earlier before his flight but i got distracted and couldn't. so maybe i'll be making a phone call to baltimore. that should be interesting. we shall see... shant we?
I am currently Mean
I am listening to "simple kind of life" by no doubt