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04/07/2003 04:28 a.m.
anger? ...um... why? i'm a little confused is all.

tonight i downloaded some "southern rap" ... pastor troy and ti. mostly cause i greatly enjoyed it at buckwild's. yes, this weekend was packed full of partying.

but, um, yeah... i'm confused. and i'm sort of annoyed that the act of emoting always happens apart from me. and maybe i don't give enough credit... like, maybe he doesn't feel things until he has some time to really feel them. i don't know... it'd just be nice to hear things directly from him.

and maybe his wanting to kill things has nothing to do with me. in which case... i feel really dumb.

what happened to my capital letters? they disappeared. sorry. um, off subject.

ashley's sleeping so maybe i should shut my noise up now. tonight i have decreed that i'm going to listen to moby before i go to sleep. maybe i'll turn off the violent, vulgar rap of ti and go to the calm, sweet techno of moby.

honestly... tonight was just tiredness. that's the only reason i was moody. i promise. and i'm sorry.

oh precious, precious sleep.
I am currently Scattered
I am listening to "i ain't never scared" by ti and such (i LIKE this song)