so many odd things
03/30/2003 06:14 p.m.
I'm in a weird mood. Tommy's feeling down and I haven't been very good about helping him feel better. Actually, I've been completely mean to him for the past few days. And now he's upset and I'm trying to apologize away some mean things I've said that have stuck with him. I hate myself for saying those things. The last thing in the world I wanted was to make him self-conscious or paranoid. That's my job, for heaven's sake. :) But honestly, I don't know how to fix it. I'm not sure I can. But I AM apologetic and I DO love him for who he is and I DO think he's the best boy for me. I have so much to learn from him. Hmmm, I'm just really upset that I've upset him. *sigh*

The theme of 3019 is now Summer B. Osprey. :) Roommate is very much enamoured (a word which doesn't actually have a "u" in it, but I think it should) with her. And for good reason! Everyone's always asking "do people actually read journal entries?" (and thusly I think there should be some way to view how many people have read your journal entries the same as with poems... hinthint...) and the answer, in my case at least, is YES! But not all of them... Summer's is definitely one I enjoy and recommend. :) The way she talks about the boys she's friends with... I can totally relate. I was actually talking with Koye and Tommy about how most of my bridesmaids at my wedding are going to be boys! Hmm. So Summer. She's the talk of the town. And by "town" I mean 3019... the housing of Ashley and Emily.

Just by the way, another journal I like is Lenina Crowne's. She seems pretty cool. And anything you can read by Joe Nobody is worth your time. lol, what has this journal entry become?? Shoutouts! :) Oh my word, well I can't leave people out now... I'm on a roll. Let's just say you look at my Friends list and that way I'm not a crazy person anymore. :) Wow... I'm going to end this now before someone comes to lock me up.
I am currently Jumbled
I am listening to the baseball game across the street