it's almost tomorrow... or is it tomorrow? um.
03/25/2003 04:57 a.m.
And I know this is getting crazy, but I need to write this down. I'd like a reminder to myself. I don't think I should go without talking to Koye for very long. There are many reasons for this, obviously... the first being that I just can't cause I need to talk to him. Another big reason is that he keeps my image of Tommy in check. Does that make sense? I think sometimes the way I see Tommy is sort of out of whack. Talking to Koye puts him into perspective and I really need that. And it's not that he lessens my view of him; the opposite really. I see him from sides I wouldn't normally. Koye is a great voice of reason. No really, he can be!

There are about a million other reasons I need conversations with Koye... yes, about a million... (o: but that was the one that hit me tonight.

I'm feeling so much love right now that it kind of hurts. I'm not sure I'll be able to give enough. And it makes me doubt the past and what I've been giving. And I'm sorry. I should give more. Hey guys, new year's resolution and only three months late!
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I am listening to David Letterman but not David Letterman