Communication breakdown
03/14/2003 04:15 a.m.
It seams the more I talk about my feelings with others the more chance I open myself to get hurt... I've spent most of my life telling people about how I feel and what I'd like to see happen only to watch some of those people go out of thier way to sabatoge these things... I've known alot of people through the years and it seems like there isn't much point in putting forth all the effort anymore... Just take care of my own and my own peeps, but not really get deep down in it.. Besides.. if the people you love can't have a heart to heart, how the hell is someone who is a passer-by going to understand?
I've been winding down up here in the mountains... The rain has been falling for a week now, and the snows melting down to the valley... looks like I'll be heading back to the beach here in the next month or so... Crossing my fingers that is...

I am currently Better
I am listening to the chatter of the endless tourist