omg
02/26/2003 05:06 p.m.
Today is such an awkward day. Yeah... woohoo! Poem of the day. That is certainly enjoyable. Never thought I'd be a part of that so it's awesomely, wonderously great. Talk about a LOT of reads. Like, numbers I never imagined. Omg.

I talked to Koye a tiny bit last night... he wasn't in the mood to talk. It made me so horribly sad. And then I wrote a poem about him ("I love you"). He said he liked it and he felt happy reading it. That's... I don't know, one of main reasons I wrote it. I wanted him to feel better. The biggest reason, of course, is because I was feeling it. There was an enormous feeling of love. So there you go. Hopefully we'll talk to tonight and things'll be a bit better.

This whole Virginia mess with Tommy is on the verge of freaking me out. It's not the cheapest and he has to deal with parents and jobness and all kinds of stuff. I really want to see him, but I'm feeling like a big inconvenience at this point. I just hope it all works out. Hm...

I feel like I'm on a cliff when it comes to Eric... but I've sort of always felt that way with him. He doesn't give a lot of indication of what's going on... so I really have nothing to say. Except that it's causing me a lot of worry - about all kinds of things that aren't even really germane. But yeah. That's all about that for right now.

I'm going to go dance around and praise pathetic for making my poem (about my dearest Tommy honey, btw) poem of the day!!
I am currently Giddy
I am listening to my english teacher... shhhh, english lab