Eric
02/20/2003 12:18 a.m.
So I call Eric wondering where he's going to be living next semester. He says? He was going to live in Kennedy but since Brian's an RA in Sanford, he might be living there instead. So I tell him my deal. He seems stumped. Confused. He's quiet. I'm sitting there going "What's wrong? Talk to me... what's happening?" And there proceeds to be craziness for the next ten minutes involving his saying it'd be better for him to live in Sanford, my saying "You don't like me; You don't want to live near me," and Eric responding "I don't want you to get bored of me." Bored of him! Heavens! So I just kind of gave up and said "Ah, well, do what you want," and he said "What do you think I want?" and I said I didn't know and he said that he wanted me to be happy. "Well, I'd be happy if you lived near me." So he's going to talk to Mark (who's going to be his roommate next semester) and I suppose Mark'll be the deciding factor about where he ends up. I don't know. Honestly, I know I'm not going to stop seeing Eric if we don't live in the same building, but I want to know someone at Kennedy. Apparently Solomon's living in Kennedy... so that's something. Someone, rather. And now that I think of it, his point about getting bored of him does make sense but only in the respect that I'd see him so much we'd end up like brother and sister. Which, of course, I wouldn't mind. But he does. Yeah. So I don't know. I'll definitely be updating this one.
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