he's always there :) and other things
02/14/2003 10:14 p.m.
My question was answered - I didn't even expect it would be! :) He's here, watching out, but not getting involved. It felt like he took on the role of my brother again today and that was absolutely the best Valentine's Day present he could have given. No matter what's going on, a little spot in the back of my brain is thinking about him. It's nice to know he still checks on us, even if we don't talk as much as we used to. I still respect his opinion more than anyone else's. So that was a nice Valentine's Day thing. He's still here. That's so good to know.

And Tommy broke out the cursive for me. :) The card is addressed to "My Dearest" in loopy cursive. And reading it, there was the realization that we share a sense of humor. It's great. And I got Sanders! He's cute... white and fuzzy with red hearts for a nose and paws. And his paws are magnetized so I can make him pray or blow a kiss or look ashamed. It's cuteness.

Koye and I talked a bit today. It was mostly about sex, oddly enough. That wasn't really the intention but it turned out that way. I've been trying to figure out what people are thinking about various things and there really isn't anything I can't talk to Koye about. So yeah, that was madness.

I'm going over to Eric's for a little while tonight. He sat with me in the stairway until 2 in the morning. Yeah, but I told him I'd be alone tonight and he said I had to come over. We'll watch a movie or something, I guess. But I'll be back by 11 at the latest so I can call Koye and Tommy.

I like how I systematically listed the boys in my life and told you all about them. I promise that wasn't on purpose. It's just what's going on. Apparently, I have very few female friends. Honestly, Ashley is my best female friend. She cracks me up. :) She gave me a cupcake for Valentine's Day. What a gal. I certainly will miss her next semester.

So I think I've said absolutely everything. I've said it all, there is no more to say. :) Haaa... I'm funny. Whomever sent my boyfriend 11 roses should be shot (with parents and/or play people as the exceptions). That'll be all.
I am currently Jumbled
I am listening to Ashley and her Valentine on the phone