too much emotional stuff
01/31/2003 04:02 p.m.
It's everywhere. It's haunting me. I hurt people. I'm telling you. I don't mean to. There has never been an instance where I've set out to hurt someone. It happens anyway.

So I don't know. A bunch of weird stuff's been going on. Things have gotten so crazy since college. Nothing's the same. And I'm really seeing how one decision can change your whole life. What if I hadn't gone to Bob Jones for a semester? Oddly enough, that's become the big, scary question. I'm thankful I went to Bob Jones. Thankful. Without it, I don't think Tommy and I would have been the same. Which, at least in my mind, is quite a scary thing. On the other hand, maybe Koye and I would be better. And that's a big thing on its own. I don't know. It's not smart to think these "what if?" questions. Cause the truth is, I did go to Bob Jones and I am dating Tommy and Koye and I aren't as good as we could have been. Those are things that - as much as I may want to... or not want to... either way - I can't change.

And I'm not huge on wanting to go back in time and change things. Even if they would work out for the better. I don't know.

Lots of HTML in this entry. That's odd. I'm silly. Ignore me.

I have English at 1 (I know for sure this time!) and I'll have to deal with catching up on whatever I missed at lab. Not looking forward to that.

So as not to make you think EVERYTHING is bad, I just took my first psychology test and scorched it. I did SO well on that thing. At least, I think I did. It felt good. And yesterday I did amazing things on my mythology test. So, yeah, so far I'm not feeling the pressure grade-wise. Just pressure from class attendance. :)

I'm going to go now. Why? Cause I can't think of anything else to say. Sounds like a good reason to me.
I am currently Tired
I am listening to the chik-fil-a girls yelling out numbers