Back in town
01/17/2003 08:50 p.m.
Well, here I am back to square one. I moved back home from NY after roughly 3 months. It just wasn't working out for me. It might have been able to stick it out, I'm not sure, but the job sucked (I had to get a part time one to supplement, the weather sucked(too much fucking snow), I had no time to myself to write and no time to see my friends because of my hectic work schedule. All I did was work and grab a few hours of sleep. It's kinda wierd being back home again. Its almost as if nothings changed. Mom's still very much mom, and as usual, on my case from time to time. I started back at my old job this week. I wasn't going to go back there, I was going to look for a completely different job, but they called me last week begging me to come back, so I agreed. Mostly out of laziness. I didn't have to go out looking and I know the ins and outs of their system, no training. I left Va for Ny to get away from all of this and the fact that I'm back exactly where I started is so not lost on me, but at least I can find a bit of twisted humor in the whole situation. The one good thing, maybe, is that I just started seeing someone. He's a grad student at ODU. I really like this guy, although I'm not quite sure how he feels about me. I haven't been doing a lot of writing lately either. I wrote a few in Ny, nothing since i've been back. i'll have to rectify that. I feel the fragments of one nudging my subconscious. Hopefully soon. I've been posting some of my older works lately and created a new folder, literary smut, with some of the more risque pieces. If I can work up the motivation, I hope to start working on my novel again. I haven't since I moved to NY. Its pretty much all plotted out in my head, i just need to do the actual grunt work of getting it all down on paper. Easier said than done of course. I'll get to it eventually, I've just got to get settled down into a new routine of doing things now that I'm back home. *sigh* At least its the weekend and I can temporarily put all the boring, mundane bits of my life on hold and relax. Hopefully I will see Brian tonight, something good to look forward to.
I am currently Jumbled
I am listening to Pedro the Lion-Control