now 5... I'm going to cry
01/15/2003 08:43 p.m.
Mostly because that's the coolest thing ever. But also because... how in the world can I post after this? Everything will be a disappointment. Oh well. It's not about that, honestly. So yeah, it's always been really hard for me not to get caught up in the aspect of "do you like my poetry? is it good enough for you? validate me! validate me!" I've just always been that way. I need to forget that. As cool as it is to have people read and like my stuff, it's okay if not every poem gets 5 votes. Yep. I'm talking myself into it.

Aside from that, I'm bored. I just mailed a package... :) hmmmm... wonder where it's going? Could it possibly be a birthday present? Might be...

But not a GOOD birthday present. I couldn't fit inside the little padded envelope. Sorry, honey. I tried.

I suppose that's all for now. This many journal entries in one day should not be allowed.
I am currently Awestruck
I am listening to I think i'm hearing J Lo... I could be wrong