circlesandcirclesandcirclesagainhesaysand... gottostopspinning
12/17/2002 06:53 a.m.
It’s become very circular. I know what I’m feeling and he knows what he’s feeling but we can’t make them mesh. I want to. I do. There isn’t anything in me that says he isn’t what I need. I will always need him. But he doesn’t understand that. He thinks if I can... I don’t know... reach my goal – get the guy – win – whatever... that suddenly I won’t need a best friend anymore. That’s just not how it is.

And I’m tired of saying it all new various sundry ways. That is the truth. Period. I love him. Need him to be my best friend. And will, always. The end.

Why can’t that just be the end?

I am currently Tired
I am listening to something on NBC... maybe Carson?