Love.......ohhhh it's so close....
11/11/2002 02:39 a.m.
I am soo ..... I don't know what I am right now....I am happy because I am finally with the guy I love, but I am sad because he moved all the way to Worcester. But I keep telling myself....at least it is Worcester and not Bangor, Maine like it almost was. But he isn't next door anymore...which makes me very sad. But I saw him today and he will call me when he gets all settled in. I love him so much. My mother asks why I am always smiling, It is too soon to tell her, because he has hurt me tremendously in the past and she wouldn't be too happy about this. But I am so happy. So I am keeping it to myself and a few trusted friends until time permits that it comes out. Who knows....I really believe that this is the man I will marry someday.
I am currently Safe
I am listening to Underneath It All - No Doubt