where am i
02/26/2002 06:19 a.m.
damn straight, attached, i use to be the one not attached, the one who didn't realize how bad things could be. and now he turned it around on me, but he still says i love you, and he still calls me at night to say goodnight, and he's not giving up yet either, just thinking......
but time kills...aches, and only brings pain.
and if he were to come back, would i let him? would i, or i mean could i, let another heal the wound and take his place??? i may want him, but i want that too, and i owe it to myself to give everything a chance. grrrrr........
i just wish i could freeze time and figure it all out. days are too short and it seems i'm just drifting away, from everyone, and everything. where am i now?
I am currently Overwhelmed