Did I deserve this? How could he hurt me like this? The one who
02/12/2002 11:22 p.m.
So he really wants to be with her, after I really believed that he was mine. I really thought that we could make it, I wanted it so badly, and I always thought if you loved each other enough you could get past anything. Well we couldn't make it through this, or maybe he just didn't love me the way he said he did. Maybe it really was just sweet talk to make me fall, make me give in, make us together. I just wish I had things to occupy my time so I won't have to see him with her. Why does he have to tell me about her, and the only reason I haven't bashed her head in is because my mother taught me right....never fight over the girl, it's always the boys fault anyways so give him a kick in the balls. I wish it were that easy, but the tears will stop soon, the way the feeling was lost.
I am currently Hurt
I am listening to The echos of my tear drops falling past my cheecks