why
05/03/2006 01:58 a.m.
Why I thought it'd all go away
From a single moment of a single day

Why I thought I could set you free
By granting just one wish,
Is far beyond me.

Why I reasoned that happiness is easy
Once you see how good people can be

Why I figured it was all a dream
From which you would awake with a scream
And believe the nightmare was over

Is lost on me.

I am currently Bleh

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Some pictures
04/17/2006 02:06 p.m.
Out east in Cutchogue and New Suffolk:











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When all you gotta keep is strong
03/30/2006 01:25 a.m.
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

I am listening to ha. guess

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If only
03/27/2006 04:53 a.m.
If my life were a TV series, whose days were each individual episodes, I'd want to end each episode with a monologue.

Something that clarifies and analyzes, and leaves no questions unanswered.

I'd start each monologue with

"I guess what it all comes down to is..."

For example, if I had to make a choice between, say, creme broulee and jello (note the "My Best Friend's Wedding" allusion), my monologue would go like this:

"I guess what it all comes down to is what you have before dessert. Appetizers, entrees, and drinks make all the difference in how a dessert will taste..."

And I'd end each monologue with

"But when all is said and done..."

Like

"But when all is said and done, you just have to close your eyes and jump in. Grab the jello, and pray that the guy next to you enjoys the slurping noises."

And since it's a television show, I wouldn't have to explain the metaphors. It would just be clear.


I guess what it all comes down to is that this is reality. It's my life. It's not fictional, nor fantastical. I'm just a scene etched into one frame of the universal filmstrip. But when all is said and done, it should be noted that an entire lifetime may be shown in a dream; an episode -if you will- of the brain's own television show.



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*attention*
02/01/2006 12:06 a.m.
If you haven't yet listened to Jack Johnson, you should get right on that.


I want to see Curious George!!!
I am currently Nerdy
I am listening to "Upside Down" by Jack Johnson

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Hoorah
01/30/2006 09:08 p.m.
A sanctuary to call my own.

Thank goodness I found it when I did. =)

Good classes for second semester. I can't believe we're in the 3rd quarter already. O_O


And thanks to everyone for the wonderful poetry comments. ^-^
I am currently Content
I am listening to "Calendar Girl" by Stars

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Good song
01/19/2006 03:06 a.m.

Zero...
01/09/2006 09:19 p.m.
I want to separate myself from this. To rise above it. It's not me, but it's wedged itself into my life. I can't have this. I don't want to know you right now. Stop shoveling your shit into my hole. I have my own shit and I don't need yours too.
I am currently Frustrated
I am listening to "Run" by Snow Patrol

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Wow
01/07/2006 09:53 p.m.
I actually did quite well on my PSAT's, even though I thought I did very badly. Yay for that. =)

Got some new guitar stuff including a book, hard case, and a stand. Now all that's left is a capo and an amp.
I am currently Proud
I am listening to nothing

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-tremble-
01/02/2006 06:13 a.m.
So..freaking..depressed. And I have no idea why.

My mind is racing.
My heart is pounding.
And I feel like I'm gonna explode.

Someone,

help.
I am currently Depressed
I am listening to silence

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