One day
02/23/2002 04:54 p.m.
One day you'll leave me,
But I no longer fear that day.
All I believe in is today,
When our I love you's hold us together.
I am currently Good

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Did I deserve this? How could he hurt me like this? The one who
02/12/2002 11:22 p.m.
So he really wants to be with her, after I really believed that he was mine. I really thought that we could make it, I wanted it so badly, and I always thought if you loved each other enough you could get past anything. Well we couldn't make it through this, or maybe he just didn't love me the way he said he did. Maybe it really was just sweet talk to make me fall, make me give in, make us together. I just wish I had things to occupy my time so I won't have to see him with her. Why does he have to tell me about her, and the only reason I haven't bashed her head in is because my mother taught me right....never fight over the girl, it's always the boys fault anyways so give him a kick in the balls. I wish it were that easy, but the tears will stop soon, the way the feeling was lost.
I am currently Hurt
I am listening to The echos of my tear drops falling past my cheecks

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The Thought
02/11/2002 04:12 a.m.
I know it's wrong, but as I lie there in your arms I imagine as if you were mine, as if this moment could just last forever...
I am currently Affectionate

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I'm not the same
02/06/2002 10:10 p.m.
I knew that this would happen all along, I always said it's either I hurt him or he'll hurt me. But I just didn't know what to do...like a fool I ran after him, I changed for him, quit my stubborn ways and tied to be equal. But maybe we're just no good anymore. I knew that he'd be leaving me shortly. I saw it in his eyes, they were empty, he never looked at me the same and I tried to convince myself it was just bcuase of all the pain I put him through. Maybe he just wants to be with her....I could almost swear on it. But for now all I can seem to do is cry and reminice of all the times we shared, and then I can't breathe. He doesn't know what he wants anymore, after I lost everything for him. And if he changes his mind I can't do it again, I have nothing left to give to him but the emptiness behind my teary eyes. Like I've said so many times before, I'm lost and I don't know how to live without him. I can't want him anymore...
I am currently Jaded

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You Know
02/05/2002 02:24 a.m.
Every little thing you do hurts, you just know it!
I am currently Hurt

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Hope
02/02/2002 10:09 p.m.
I'm just trying to stay hoepful in a world full of pain
I am currently Somber

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I want him back
01/30/2002 07:36 p.m.
I can't live without him...
I am currently Loved

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Finally
01/30/2002 12:27 a.m.
I finally know what it's like to be that other girl, the older one, the better one, the one that knew his ways.
I am currently Meloncholy

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Relationships
01/27/2002 08:06 p.m.
"..and that's the thing about relationships...sometimes they look prettier from the outside. And what's inside can be different than it seems."
~Sex and the City
I am currently Odd

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Deja Vu
01/27/2002 08:02 p.m.
We're here again....in this akward place, left somewhere in the middle. I could never be sure what you're thinking, or how I should react to your touch. This just all seems like deja vu and I already know the ending
I am currently Bleh

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